Yeah as the title says im bored and thought this might be a little fun or creepy or whatever but eh who cares it *points up* random chat and this is Random so lets begin.
First of this can either be something to clear a mind, let something off your chest or whatever there's no judging here well at least i hope not or bs has got work to do lolz x]. ill start the thread of by telling you all about one of the most terrible things ive almost done to myself.
awhile ago
awhile ago i was sitting on the comp on msn like usually totally bored of my day already nothing interesting happening and my gf logs on so i talk to her like usual. Then she says she has to tell me something important which i didn't expect so i naturally said 'oh whats up'. She then said 'i don't want to do this anymore your not forward enough with our relationship' meaning i wasn't progressing into it as fast as she wanted. She tells me shes sorry and that's she is "crying" atm and then i log off feeling heartbroken well yeah just got dumped of course and i go to my room and go through a very long drawn out period of deep heartbreak and depression then i sit at my bed deciding whether to cut myself or not...
yeah i know most of you are probably 'fuck you you emo prick' or whatever but i could care less about judgment from others. so anyways i didn't i just got over it and watched a movie and listened to music =) but it hurt badly i was so close but i didn't woot.
So yeah my story of terrible proportions that i wanted to share because im bored x] hope you enjoyed it lolz.
Subject: Whats something Terrible you've done or almost done? (boredom again =P) 
Fri Sep 26, 2008 1:20 am
